Intimacy is now feeding my husband his meals. It's a type of dance we do on a daily basis. It's patience when we're trying to communicate through foggy anesthesia and vivid drug-induced dreams and startling consciousness. He is 80% himself and for that I thank God and Jesus and Allah and Vishnu. He had many injuries, most of which will require skin grafting in the coming weeks (yes, his skin since the risk of rejection is high with these types of injuries). Blood infections, 106.7 degree fevers, frustration, and everything you can think of goes on here.
But then he says "Hey, sweetheart," every time I enter the room. Then we have a sweet conversation after a teeth- brushing. He'll crack a bad joke and show me his dimples. We are still us, still sweet and kind to one another, still newlyweds, still in love. He hasn't wavered once and that gives me strength. Then he tells me he couldn't do this without me.
Now how am I not an incredibly lucky/fortunate/blessed girl? I love him and he loves me. Always.
Kat,
ReplyDeleteSweet, sweet hugs to you both!!
You guys are lucky to have each other. Hope things keep getting better.
ReplyDeleteYou're both constantly in my prayers!
ReplyDeleteReading your post made me smile, and I'm so happy for you two that you're so in love. You're both lucky to have each other! It will take a lot of strength on both ends, but you'll both make it through. Prayers and good thoughts your way!
So glad to see so much positivity out of a very challenging situation!! *BIG HUGS*
ReplyDeleteMany hugs to you. Seeing the love in your words is an awesome thing.
ReplyDeleteSending you lots of good thoughts daily. Thanks for sharing the good and bad with us. *hugs*
ReplyDeleteLove can conquer so much. I think you already know that. Whatever happens, stay motivated, both of you. Lots of love.
ReplyDeleteI have been continuing to pray for you both! You are so strong, xoxo
ReplyDeleteI've been thinking of you! I'm glad to hear he is stateside! I hope that he continues to improve and heal quickly. You are all in my prayers!
ReplyDeleteI could've sworn I commented on this forever ago. I had your blog pulled up on my computer for awhile. You two remain in my thoughts and prayers. I am glad that he seems to be in somewhat good spirits. I hope he continues to improve and gets well soon. Take care of yourself too!
ReplyDeleteThat is the most beautiful thing I've heard in years. I'm so thankful I found you. You truly are an inspiration.
ReplyDeleteprayers from pakistan.. God bless you both
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